Loneliness is just a state of mind. Enjoy life. Live Free. Peace, love, music.
Saturday, June 26, 2010
iens tergum in vicis
i remember sitting on the couch and listening to my song. i can't forget how my heart wanted to burst out of my chest, how its beats caused me slight deaths.
i remember skinny dipping into the rhythm and felt the chills up my spine thinking about the loss of something i never really had.
i remember how i wanted for a flashbomb to explode right before my eyes to numb everything even just for a short while.
i remember how i wanted dawn to go on forever and not see the light of day. i remember.
i remember concealing my eyes not to show how emotions are eating me.
and as i go back, i'd be forced to retrace my steps, the hesitant steps that i had when i left.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Monday, April 19, 2010
Why My Back?
The other day, as I was coming out of the shower, my mom asked me: "Why put your tattoos on your back where you can seldom see them?". I said I don't need to see them everyday because I know they are there.They are stamps and I am the passport. My back is my past and I will be facing what the future brings with what I have become.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
that black couch
Monday, March 15, 2010
Pray for Forgiveness

I knew of friends who were played on by the grandness of life. From others' point of view it may seem that they played with chance, they tested fate. One was a free soul, the other has a free mind. All odds against. For a long time they've always just passed by each other, hi's, hello's, nods, and high fives. Nothing. One fine day under the clear skies and humid weather, they met. Mind to mind, hopes to hopes, dreams. Just that kind where time didn't matter. The ceaseless conversations brought them too close for comfort. It became a love affair which wasn't really as the mind held it but the soul denied it. It became a battle of choices: one chose to save while the other chose to hold back, one chose to keep it under weather the other wanted sunshine. As fast as they met was disconnection. Somewhere in between everything was immaculate...too immaculate that the disconnection washed over it like tide on sand castle.
It is a sad fact that choices, as much as they are free to grab, can be restricting. The systems of the universe are made up by choices. The structures are choices, the foundations are choices. Even the odds are choices - made by people that affect people.
Fate and chance? Can they hold true? They could not be absolute. Choices. Only in a parallel universe free of structure can a free soul and a free mind meet without the odds. Only in a parallel universe can things like happiness and contentment be absolute. Parallel universe.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Currently listening to: URBANDUB, The Apparition

One of the Philippines premier rock bands, Urbandub, has just recently released their new album. I got wind of it when a friend of mine pointed out that they sound "alienating" this time. I didn't know what he meant by that since I haven't heard a single song from the new album yet. I didn't mind getting the new album until the bf asked whether I already have it. He said they sound upgraded and that other musicians would have a hard time covering the songs.
OOOOooows?
Now that I have it and have been sound trippin' on them for days now, indeed they sound juicier. If they were hamburger, they'd definitely be one messy burger to eat with all that juice and tender beef falling off. (I think I am hungry.) To start off, no good listener can mistake Gabi Alipe's vocals for someone else. He has that distinct voice - full and whole but tiny at the same time. Hahaha. Througout the album, Lalai Lim, their bassist has more audible back up vocals than before. They definitely still have that Urbandub vibe going on. When one listens, one can immediately say "ah, that's Urbandub". This time though, more dynamics have been injected into the patty (pardon me for the burger thing). New sounds play from almost all the songs.
Opening the album is Meneurs De Loup, a loop. Reading the title reminds me of A Perfect Circle. Eh? The Apparition, I think, is the one that made my friend say Udub's sound is alienating. This song is quiet and had that airy feel like you're being taken to a different plane. This song then melts into Face in the Woods and you know you've just entered Urbandub's door. The bassist did a good job filling in back up vox. The tale continues with Gravity which has a heavy sound and here, I heard that particular Urbandub guitar riffs.
When Shadows Have Eyes is a short cut that reminded me of White Zombie and Marilyn Manson. A bit far-out but somehow fits the whole exposition. Wierd.
What This Night Brings, this song I kinda' heard from somewhere. I mean it sounded familiar and I just can't figure out where I heard it. Maybe it sounded similar to another local band's song. This has a nice form of vocal play from Gabi and Lai. A Call To Arms, for me is an emotional song-emo in a good way. It's probably the lyrics.
Arrows is an instrumental cut that again, reminds you this is a different Urbandub plane. This is followed by Tongues Like Knives and Bright City Kids which are probably my least favorite from the album. Next song is Stars and the Sun which is my favorite. It had a bit of Deftones feel to it but it's completely their own. It's heavy, it's playful, it's melodic and has a patriotic call to it. (Hello, Stars and the Sun..). It opens with an ethnic dub, funky sound and molds into a complete story on its own devoid of influence from other songs in the album. I would like to take this as the climax of this album's tale despite being a story on its own. Denouement then becomes the Over the Hill & Back cut which sounds as if they were chillin' on a green garden with butterflies and angels lying on the ground. Much like a victory song after a war.
Then they realized that after a war comes many dead bodies, broken buildings, and torn lives so comes We Kept It Hidden. It's a complete surrender and more like an ode to return to something you know is pure..."let all the pieces fall...how fortunate in endings".
Good Morning Bones sounds a bit 311-ish. I feel that this is a continuation of We Kept It Hidden or at least what they were trying to evoke in terms of musicality and feel. Mountains Tell Stories caps off the album - reminding you again that you are in outer space. ;)
Truth be told, I can't say yet that this new Urbandub album is better than its predecessors. However, as with their previous albums, I didn't quite fall in love with the first few times listening. They kinda' grew on me through time...
Sunday, December 6, 2009
We're so Red,Green, and Gold

I live in a happy house with the person I love, my son, and two of my friends who are technically my family. They got married recently and so a lot of new "firsts" have begun for them. One of these firsts is the Christmas tree they put I up which now proudly stands on our sala bedecked with Christmas ornaments.
I forgot what "ber" months mean until I came home from a Saturday night out shocked to see this happy tree. It took me about 10 seconds to realize that the Christmas season has begun. Being the nomad that I am, I vaguely remember the last time I've lived in a house that had a Christmas tree for well, Christmas. Christmas trees always reminded me of family, Noche Buena, and a meaningful celebration. This tree reminded me all of that and more...
So this month I shall be going to my mom. I am excited because it will be a family Christmas for me (real family) and my son. I shall go home and celebrate Christmas for what it was really meant for. This will also be a first for me, in many, many years. (I shall buy a new camera to capture more firsts that will come along with this.)
2009 has been a great year for me. This Christmas will be great.
...oh and the book cabinet has a lay above it with twinkling Christmas lights. I shall not forget too that this is the first time I've ever seen a Christmas lay hugging a sala mirror that says "Miller Beer"...
Shine on and be happy!!!
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Ang Di Lumingon sa Pinanggalingan...ay Napugutan.

nung isang araw nagmessage ang isa sa aking mga mabuting kaibigan na si mymai. tanong nya kung meron daw ba akong bagong "learnings". sana daw may maisulat akong tungkol sa mga taong lumimot na sa pinanggalingan. parang ganun kasi malabo ang instructions nya. nyahaha. sabi ko sige, mag iisip ako ng mga ilang araw at gagawan ko. malamang naman siguro sa dalawampu't walong taon ko nang nabubuhay sa mundong ibabaw, may natutunan naman ako tungkol sa PAST.
salawikain: ang taong di marunong lumingon sa pinanggalingan ay di makakarating sa paroroonan.
totoo, madaming tao ang nakakalimot sa kung ano sila noon lalo na kung mas marangya, mas maaliwalas, mas mataas, at mas mabuti na ang kalagayan nila ngayon "DAW". okey sana kung talagang nakalimutan lang pero yung sinasadyan lumimot? tsk.
eto yung mga tao na mahilig sa mga "past is past", "noon lang yun", "tapos na yun" na mga kataga o pinakasimple: namumuhay sila ngayon na akala mo walang bahid ng kung anumang kapalpakan, katangahan, o katarantaduhan silang nagawa noon.
c'mon mamon!
oo, sige, totoo, tapos na nga naman yun pero wag sana tayong magpanggap na hindi na iyon bahagi ng kung anuman tayo NGAYON. sinong niloko mo? natural, bahagi ang lahat lahat ng napagdaanan mo kung anong klaseng tao ka ngayon. kung bumuti eh di mabuti, kung sumama, watken ay sey? diskarte mo yan eh...
hindi kailanman tayo makakatakas sa ating nakaraan.
pinakasimpleng eksampel: ang salitang "pero" . kahit si manny pacquiao na isa sa pinakamayamang pilipino ngayon at tinitingala ng marami, pag pinag uusapan sya talagang may ganito: "uy, si manny pacquiao o matalo man o manalo sa laban nila ni coto billions na naman ang kikitain. pwede na niyang bayaran utang ng pilipinas" "oo nga, yaman na ng loko PERO dati umuutang lang yan sa tindahan". odiba?
patuloy na maaalala ng mga taong nakakakilala sa atin yung mga nakita, narinig, naranasan nila tungkol sa atin kahit pa anong klaseng buhay ang meron tayo ngayon. ang sarap sana ng buhay kung totoong nakakalimot ang tao, kung talagang sa isang iglap mawala ang lahat ng impresyon na ating iniwan sa isipan ng iba kaso hindi eh. sa men in black lang nagagawa yun.
oo din, mas importante nga naman yung NGAYON kaya lang wag tayong umasta na para bang "wala lang" yung nakaraan. kasi para mo na ring sinabi na isa ka lang utot na dumaan at nawala. ang salitang "pero" tungkol sa ating buhay ay dala dala na natin hanggang sa tayo ay may hininga. bawat isa sa ating ikinilos ay katumbas ng isang "pero". it may be used against you, not only in the court of law, but in the court of mankind.
tanggapin natin ng buo ang bawat "pero" na ating totoong ginawa. hindi natin pwedeng sabihin na "di na ako yun, nagbago na ako". TSEH! ikaw pa rin yun, nagbago ka lang nga! ang sinasabi ko lang naman, hindi naman porke't nag 180-degree turn ang buhay mo, ibang tao ka na. ano ka, magic? siguro, oo, you're a new person pero sa kaibuturan, IKAW pa rin yan. sabi nga nila, ang ahas magpalit man daw ng balat, ahas pa din. tama nga naman, mas shiny nga lang. mas maganda, masa mabango, at pwedeng hindi na nanunuklaw pero ahas pa rin yun.
wag magmalinis. yun yon! di ba mas maganda kung kung ikaw ay may isang buong pagkatao? hindi yung parang sinadyang hiniwalay mo sa kung anumang paraan ang nakalipas sa ngayon. kahit na ba balewalain na natin ang paningin ng iba sa atin, sa sarili natin mismo alam natin yung katotohanan na ang nakalipas ay malaking bahagi ng kung pano tayo nabuo sa ating "ngayon" at mabubuo sa ating "kinabukasan"...
DEBAAAH???
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Delicadeza - Where art thou?
Delicadeza is a Spanish term which when translated in English means daintiness. It is defined as an act of being refined or delicate in tastes or manners. But in simple terms, its commonly referred to as a sense of propriety or how to behave rightly in all circumstances.
To be branded “without delicadeza” is probably the strongest insult that one can hurl at a someone else. This is because the word is associated with honor. In many cultures, people die to protect their honor.
- Leonor Magtolis Briones
Delicadeza - tact, discretion, consideration
I learned:
1. Some people have the habit of digging their own graves. Or to put it lightly, sinking themselves in deeper holes. (ay, lightly ba yun?) and THEN when they get noticed and talked about, they say that those people have no delicadeza...Hmmm.
2. Honor. Palabra de honor. Dignity. Credibility. Same banana, different peel.
3. People can forget knocking on doors before entering mainly because they think they're still living in that house.
4. When in doubt, do not use mouth. Use brain first.
5. It's always better to ask than to assume (and eventually believe it's the truth)...
6. Own up. Denial is a chronic disease.
7. Say "hi" or "hello". Smile. Rather than pretend you didn't see someone else for the sake of avoiding the premise. (Di naman kasi lahat ng tao nangangagat). - refined manners please.
Disclaimer: Everything in "I learned" does not mean I do. Relax.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Dawn...
after everything that i've known, learned, and experienced this week, i've realized...
that there are people who, no matter what they say or do, can never change.
that in order to mask their tragic lives, people always have the tendency to proclaim greatness.
that even if they say they aren't affected, they are.
that serious, lengthy conversations do not always guarantee a sealed deal - sometimes it's just a ploy for other motives.
there are some who thrive on attention and takes a stab on every possible opportunity to achieve self-gratification.
"love" can be expensive for the desperate. what a pity...
that denial is an illness.
that some people have actually mastered the art of lying. it's when their lies become their truths and they believe all of it even if everyone else does not.
"sorry", most of the time, is just a 5-letter word and does not mean anything.
all of these in one week. people-watching is a great learning tool. i hope next week gives happy wisdom.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
The Need to Escape

When reality bites you, there is always a yearning to escape. Sometimes it's an instinct to find the easiest way out of whatever that is that engulfs your very own spirit. Diverting to shortcuts only lengthens the ordeal sometimes; shortcuts do not guarantee a foolproof way of dealing with life's blows.
Despite having everything you truly need and all the reasons to walk upright, one can not be excused from feeling that certain need to escape when bad lightning strikes. Some deal with it by drowning themselves in pity and tears, while some remain placid and oblivious, but everyone feels that need to just be free of the maelstrom of emotions.
Too much is too much when even breathing is not a steady pace.
(I have to...)
Shine on and be happy!!!
Friday, June 26, 2009
Blogging can be deadly.
I am no expert in blogging. I have no idea on what some blogging terms mean. All I know is that I want to write and take down some of my ideas - more like Dumbledore's pensieve. As I delved into this contemporary way of journal-making and deviated from my used-to-be numerous notebooks, I have happened to come across blog hullabaloos in the past. As much as I wanted NOT to read about them as I have my own burdens to think of, I got sucked into the funnel.
There was the Gucci Gang-Brian Gorrel-Bryanboy-Chuvaness-Dona Victorina scandal (No, di naman ako masyado nagbasa, haha). It involved several high society people and some credible names. It even got into the Wikipedia. There were a lot of character assassinations and name-calling: much like "he said, she said, they said". If I'm not mistaken, it has been one of the most controversial happenings in the blogsphere and up until now, it's remnants are still popping here and there. Then there was the Ala Paredes blog where she got HUGE reactions from people just because they did not like what she wrote. Yes, we have the freedom of speech and all and yes, people would not always agree on things.
Blogging now is one of the most effective tools in creating hysteria from the general public. It can do a lot of good as well a whole lot of BAD. It can be deadly as it can kill someone's character right then and there - with or without justice. Just like false innuendos or hearsays, once it gets published there's no taking it back. Even if the blogger removes that blog, it has already been read by people and an idea has already been etched in their minds.
As I was reading through the controversial blogs, I admit to have been kind of scared to write as transparent as I want to. What if someone who (accidentally) passes through my blog finds something I wrote offensive? What if they attack me? (Feeling naman ako na may nagbabasa noh? Haha) But then I thought, I am responsible for whatever I write. I would not write it if it was not an honest writing from my heart. If someone disagrees and disses me, then let it be. They have their own piece to say and I have mine.
Shine on and be happy!!!
There was the Gucci Gang-Brian Gorrel-Bryanboy-Chuvaness-Dona Victorina scandal (No, di naman ako masyado nagbasa, haha). It involved several high society people and some credible names. It even got into the Wikipedia. There were a lot of character assassinations and name-calling: much like "he said, she said, they said". If I'm not mistaken, it has been one of the most controversial happenings in the blogsphere and up until now, it's remnants are still popping here and there. Then there was the Ala Paredes blog where she got HUGE reactions from people just because they did not like what she wrote. Yes, we have the freedom of speech and all and yes, people would not always agree on things.
Blogging now is one of the most effective tools in creating hysteria from the general public. It can do a lot of good as well a whole lot of BAD. It can be deadly as it can kill someone's character right then and there - with or without justice. Just like false innuendos or hearsays, once it gets published there's no taking it back. Even if the blogger removes that blog, it has already been read by people and an idea has already been etched in their minds.
As I was reading through the controversial blogs, I admit to have been kind of scared to write as transparent as I want to. What if someone who (accidentally) passes through my blog finds something I wrote offensive? What if they attack me? (Feeling naman ako na may nagbabasa noh? Haha) But then I thought, I am responsible for whatever I write. I would not write it if it was not an honest writing from my heart. If someone disagrees and disses me, then let it be. They have their own piece to say and I have mine.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Evil Triumphs When Good Men Do Nothing

As I was browsing through my files in the hopes of cleaning up, I came across the image above and then I remembered I saved it last year when I browsed updates on Col. Ariel Querubin. I was moved by this image - "Evil triumphs when good men do nothing." It had an impact on me, moreso that a military personnel like him was the one holding the sign.
Like many others, he was not able to fathom any of the bullshit anymore. The only difference is that he spoke up and expressed his sentiments and chose to do it in a bigger way. He risked a lot of what he is and who he is just to be able to try and get the message across. Now, Col. Ariel Querubin is running for a senatorial seat. I hope he wins if it means that he would not stop trying getting the message across - that it's now a high time for everyone to wake up and begin the chain of changes for the country. The current campaigns and call for action are signs of the supposed "changes" and in my heart I wish they are not just a fad.
Trillanes was a fad and now where is he?
Shine on and be happy!!!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Inspiration: Sarah Gaugler
Inspiration: Sarah Gaugler

I was browsing a local website dedicated to vintage clothing the other night and the writer featured Sarah Gaugler. Her picture was familiar thus I Googled her name and I landed on her Deviantart and Multiply.
Model
Tattoo Artist
Fine Arts graduate
Vocalist of Turbo Goth
A mighty graphic artist
Drew for a variety of famous brands, orgs, and companies
Has a fine taste in clothing and style.
Beautiful.
Smart.
and Tattooed.
...everything that I wanted to become. I salute her!
Shine on and be happy!!!

I was browsing a local website dedicated to vintage clothing the other night and the writer featured Sarah Gaugler. Her picture was familiar thus I Googled her name and I landed on her Deviantart and Multiply.
Model
Tattoo Artist
Fine Arts graduate
Vocalist of Turbo Goth
A mighty graphic artist
Drew for a variety of famous brands, orgs, and companies
Has a fine taste in clothing and style.
Beautiful.
Smart.
and Tattooed.
...everything that I wanted to become. I salute her!
Shine on and be happy!!!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Just One of 'em Days

Kakaloka!
I've been feeling weird these past few days. Joseph comments I have not been smiling and that I was not my usual self. Main culprit: I overshot on my budget...well, not really. Rather, I was expecting a soundy "kaching" and unforch, it didn't land on my hands. (To client: I heytchu!).
Just a while ago, my co-worker and I discussed money, or the lack thereof. I told her that it's these days when you just have the super urge to buy lots of stuff, everything you see is eye candy and sumptuous food never fails to tease your palate and the more you fantasize of them, the more you feel grumpy because you know you can't have them just yet. I've been thinking of buying this and that shoes, getting a haircut or curl my hair, purchasing new jeans, coloring my hair a different tone, getting my son new kicks, etc... What's offbeat is that I know for sure that when I have my pockets and wallet refilled (in a few days), I will forget all these urges and cravings. What gives?!
Upon reaching work last night (yes, I am on the graveyard shift and no, I am not in a call center - I may be a security guard, hehe), Joseph texted something like "it's days like these we know we're alive because we are undergoing some adjustments and bits of challenges". It's when I realized that it's just one of 'em days where the stars and the planets do not conspire for you to have your way and shit does NOT happen everyday.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Friday, June 12, 2009
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Of Slumdogs and Poop

The other night, instead of spending Saturday getting intoxicated, my partner and I decided to just watch DVD's and pig out at home. After all, we were bracing ourselves with the new and happy responsibility of having to tend for an incoming grade 1 student who runs around the house like a mini tornado.
This night we watched Slumdog Millionaire. Yes, i just watched it the other night. There was a part where Jamal decided to jump in a puddle of poop just to be able to get out of the makeshift toilet and see his celebrity idol. Haha. Remember that scene? Anyway, boyfie asked "Would you do that - jump in a puddle of poop if it was Maynard you would have to see? (Maynard being Maynard James Keenan of my ever fave A Perfect Circle)" I replied a big fat " Ha ha ha, I'm not that desperate of a fan. I am not THAT fanatic".
As the movie came to a close and they ran a clip of that scene again, I asked him " Would you do the same thing he did if it was me you're about to see?" He replied " Ha ha ha, I'm not THAT fanatic". Hehehehehehehe.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Felicity
It has been quite some time now that I have been with my partner and yet everyday with him still feels like brand new. I still get giddy seeing him after work, either when he meets me somewhere or he waits for me at home. I used to believe that that woozy and stirred up feeling only lasts up until the first couple of months of being together. Well, my past relationships were like that: became bland within a year. It isn't the case this time. Wow.
Despite seeing him everyday, sleeping and waking up to his face, I could still feel that enigma of sorts. There's still a yearning to know him more despite "what else?". In the length of our time together, we have never fought majorly. It has always been really petty fights - around twice. Haha. I used to ask him why we never fight and we had resorted to dramatizing a quarrel scenario and we always end up laughing. We're crazy that way.
For months I wanted to get into an argument with him just to see how it would be. I never saw him angry. I never heard him raise his voice (except when he sings :]). The last petty fight, the second one, made me decide otherwise. As that immature issue loomed and created the "distance" (because when you fight, there's a distance, right?)I got scared. I did not like how it felt eventhough it wasn't something of a big deal. I will never want to get into a fight with him. NO.
While other couples text each other the usual "Where are you, what are you doing, i love you", he texts me "wear your smile and be beautiful". This reminds me that whenever I enter the door of our house, I leave all work stress and worries behind and wear my smile - because he's there and I would not need anything else. Right from the beginning, he had always made me want to become a better person; not with words or with anything he tells me but just by being his usual self. He has a heart bigger than himself.
Who would have thought this probinsyanong rockstar from the orbit of Mars and Jupiter would land at my hands? The stars and the moon conspired to give this gift to me and I am extremely grateful. I am in love and I love being in love.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Despite seeing him everyday, sleeping and waking up to his face, I could still feel that enigma of sorts. There's still a yearning to know him more despite "what else?". In the length of our time together, we have never fought majorly. It has always been really petty fights - around twice. Haha. I used to ask him why we never fight and we had resorted to dramatizing a quarrel scenario and we always end up laughing. We're crazy that way.
For months I wanted to get into an argument with him just to see how it would be. I never saw him angry. I never heard him raise his voice (except when he sings :]). The last petty fight, the second one, made me decide otherwise. As that immature issue loomed and created the "distance" (because when you fight, there's a distance, right?)I got scared. I did not like how it felt eventhough it wasn't something of a big deal. I will never want to get into a fight with him. NO.
While other couples text each other the usual "Where are you, what are you doing, i love you", he texts me "wear your smile and be beautiful". This reminds me that whenever I enter the door of our house, I leave all work stress and worries behind and wear my smile - because he's there and I would not need anything else. Right from the beginning, he had always made me want to become a better person; not with words or with anything he tells me but just by being his usual self. He has a heart bigger than himself.
Who would have thought this probinsyanong rockstar from the orbit of Mars and Jupiter would land at my hands? The stars and the moon conspired to give this gift to me and I am extremely grateful. I am in love and I love being in love.
Shine on and be happy!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Just beCause
Jeez. I'm turning 28 on the 23rd. Aiks. For the past 10 years, I could not recall a memorable birthday celebration. Haha. It's either my special day turns out to be ordinary, or something else is more important than celebrating it, or nobody bothers to make it extra special but me. C'mon, I spent my debut doing a fashion show for someone else's debut (her cotillon was the fashion show).
This year, being active and all in the local indie music scene, I planned on having a charity gig for the streetchildren. We've done it (on another prod) last Christmas and it was a success. I'm doing it again. I just want to give back. I feel blessed the past year and a half - having my partner and all... 8 artists/musicians agreed to play during the gig at D Bar, proceeds will go to a feeding program for street kids. I have coordinated with my friend, Jad's mom regarding the charity house. Hmmm. I hope it becomes successful. Luckily, Paulo - the bar's main man, agreed to do this with me. He's got a good heart and a soft spot for street kids too. I just need to campaign for it well so donations would grow. I'm not really counting much on the money we'll be getting on the gig night itself, but on the financial donations people around me might spare. *CROSSES FINGERS*
It's a great feeling to be able to help out and see these children's smiles. Wish me luck!!!
Shine on and be happy!!!
This year, being active and all in the local indie music scene, I planned on having a charity gig for the streetchildren. We've done it (on another prod) last Christmas and it was a success. I'm doing it again. I just want to give back. I feel blessed the past year and a half - having my partner and all... 8 artists/musicians agreed to play during the gig at D Bar, proceeds will go to a feeding program for street kids. I have coordinated with my friend, Jad's mom regarding the charity house. Hmmm. I hope it becomes successful. Luckily, Paulo - the bar's main man, agreed to do this with me. He's got a good heart and a soft spot for street kids too. I just need to campaign for it well so donations would grow. I'm not really counting much on the money we'll be getting on the gig night itself, but on the financial donations people around me might spare. *CROSSES FINGERS*
It's a great feeling to be able to help out and see these children's smiles. Wish me luck!!!
Shine on and be happy!!!
Monday, April 13, 2009
Priests and Charisma
In observance of the Holy Week, there were selected and limited shows on all the local channels, most of which are in line with the whole Holy Week celebration. Last Saturday, we chanced upon a Lenten Recollection show on ABS-CBN as we got home. For some reason, apart from I was cooking dinner, we did not change the channel. There was this bishop (I forgot his name, my bad) giving the lecture.
He was humorous and serious at the same time. He was never boring. One reason why I lost that interest to go to church was because some priests do not get anywhere with their homilies. There were even times that I thought I understood better whichever scripture or homily topic he was trying to explain. Forgive me for not being a believer of religion much. Don't get me wrong. I have my faith. It's the structure of my religion that I have lost belief in. Anyhow, going back, the bishop who was in this Lenten Recollection gave really, really nice points on how we live our lives. I won't discuss much what he has said. My point is that, he knew what he was saying and he knew how to say it. He got the attention of everyone in the audience - even me! Imagine that. :]
I'm not sure if charisma is a subject taken in the seminary but if it is and if all priests or seminarians get A's on this subject then maybe there would be more churchgoers. I don't know. This is just me. Kudos to that bishop though. Ang galing!
Shine on and be happy!!!
He was humorous and serious at the same time. He was never boring. One reason why I lost that interest to go to church was because some priests do not get anywhere with their homilies. There were even times that I thought I understood better whichever scripture or homily topic he was trying to explain. Forgive me for not being a believer of religion much. Don't get me wrong. I have my faith. It's the structure of my religion that I have lost belief in. Anyhow, going back, the bishop who was in this Lenten Recollection gave really, really nice points on how we live our lives. I won't discuss much what he has said. My point is that, he knew what he was saying and he knew how to say it. He got the attention of everyone in the audience - even me! Imagine that. :]
I'm not sure if charisma is a subject taken in the seminary but if it is and if all priests or seminarians get A's on this subject then maybe there would be more churchgoers. I don't know. This is just me. Kudos to that bishop though. Ang galing!
Shine on and be happy!!!
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