iens tergum in vicis

i remember sitting on the couch and listening to my song. i can't forget how my heart wanted to burst out of my chest, how its beats caused me slight deaths.

i remember skinny dipping into the rhythm and felt the chills up my spine thinking about the loss of something i never really had.

i remember how i wanted for a flashbomb to explode right before my eyes to numb everything even just for a short while.

i remember how i wanted dawn to go on forever and not see the light of day. i remember.

i remember concealing my eyes not to show how emotions are eating me.

and as i go back, i'd be forced to retrace my steps,  the hesitant steps that i had when i left.


Shine on and be happy!!!